I've been prepping for a big tournament coming up soon for me, I hope I win. I passed the first challenge.
While I've been doing this, what motivates me is music, as usual - since I'm not a motivated person, the only thing I can find that helps is music - so here is what I've been listening to lately:
EDIT: The code refused to work so here is the URL - [link]
I love that album, the music is fantastic.
I'm looking forward to the tournament.
Aside from that, I'm about to finally get my license back, after all this time. It's been years since I drove. Now once I have them back, it'll be easier to get back to going where I want to, when I want to - instead of relying on others to assist me with that.
I might just have the opportunity to make money doing my dream job - MLG. I'm working towards it. Since I was a teen, I've played video games a lot. I still love video games to this day and I'm damn good at most games, especially games that require a lot of skill to succeed. I'm quick, precise and I'm hard to kill in games that you can be killed in. That's my thing, games. It's a hobby but I'm trying to make it a career. Who wouldn't want to get paid having fun all day doing what they know they're good at?
I might also do some art from time to time again, I just haven't decided yet what I'm going to start with. I might just do some actual paintings, which I can do - just haven't in forever and unfortunately I've never shared them here before. I might do that.
Anyway, thanks for reading if you did. Even if you didn't - I'm glad I have somewhere I can post things about my life. Over the years DA has been what's helped me the most to get through my horrible chronic depression stages, which I no longer have. Life is ridiculously better than it was for me.
See you around the D.
- Russ M.







