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This place, and the wonderful people, personalities, art styles, and heartfelt sharing of expressed life has been there for me when I needed something, anything to continue on. Now that life is no longer without form and path for me, without depression, regrets, and or unforgiveness - I feel I must leave with peace, and I believe I have found it. I don't know when my time is, but I know it is near--as near as time permits it to be. I thought I should speak from the heart, and thank those that have taught me things I couldn't even comprehend or understand about my own being... those that I have shared with here on this very place on the web,

Just thought you guys should know. I haven't been active on here much because I'm passing away. No one knows how much longer I have to live.   I just wanted to say Goodbye, before I do.   I had a lot of fun times here, this place has helped me with more problems than I can count, especially the people I've talked to, and became friends with here.   I really appreciate everyone, and I'm sorry it's come to this, but there is nothing that can be done. No doctors here care, so they're basically letting me die.   I'll miss this place. Good luck in all that you do.   Sincerely, Russ M.

I've been prepping for a big tournament coming up soon for me, I hope I win. I passed the first challenge. While I've been doing this, what motivates me is music, as usual - since I'm not a motivated person, the only thing I can find that helps is music - so here is what I've been listening to lately: EDIT: The code refused to work so here is the URL - http://youtu.be/alQ3KQwxHbQ I love that album, the music is fantastic. I'm looking forward to the tournament. Aside from that, I'm about to finally get my license back, after all this time. It's been years since I drove. Now once I have them back, it'll be easier to get back to going where